My music was mostly created to extract difficult feelings hence the painful noises sometimes or the not understandable sung/spoken words. My lyrics are often a compressed version of feelings melted together into a few summary words.
They represent a useful act and a memory of difficult times I have been through.
The song called ‘Suffer’ for example, the lyrics say ‘you get born, you die, and in the middle you suffer’. It does very well reflect my feelings at the time.